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If you are cutting yourself please contact one of the following numbers immediately. If you feel like you have to cut yourself to have a release or an out for the pain you are experiencing, please call or click on one of the links to find out how you can end the pain. At the very least, write these numbers down and keep them in your wallet or purse with you at all times. These are not numbers to people who want to lecture you, these are numbers to people who actually care about you!

1-800-DONTCUT [1-800-366-8288] ... Self Abuse Finally Ends

SAFE Alternatives

SAFE Alternatives (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) is a nationally recognized treatment approach, professional network and educational resource base, which is committed to helping you and others achieve an end to self-injurious behavior. The program was founded and is run at Linden Oaks Hospital in Naperville, Illinois by Karen Conterio and Wendy Lader, Ph.D.

Self / Parent / Friend Resources

Areas where parents & friends can go to for information and resources. How to spot the signs of depression and what you can do to help prevent your child or friend from cutting and self-injury.

HELPFUL & INFORMATIONAL WEBSITES:

Secret Shame website

Young People and Self Harm: An Information Resource

Self-Injury, Abuse and Trauma Resource Directory

Self-Injury and Related Issues

Do you cut or do any self harm to yourself? If so, why do you cut or harm yourself? Do you want to stop hurting yourself? Do you know someone who is cutting? Did you use to cut and no longer need to? How did you stop? Did someone help you? Please tell us your story or testamony at:

Cutting & Self-Injury Info

› Book: The Scarred Soul: Understanding and Ending Self-Inflicted Violence

Tracy Alderman, Ph.D. 1997.

If you're a teenager who self-mutilates, get help now. The problem is not likely to go away by itself. You have deep issues that need professional attention. Sometimes therapy alone will help, sometimes medication is prescribed, and sometimes hospitalization is necessary.

Therapy usually involves identifying the problem, exploring the cause, and replacing the injuring behavior with positive behaviors.

Ten exercises for when you feel the urge to cut:

1. Call a friend.

2. Do some deep breathing.

3. Use some relaxation, Yoga, or meditation techniques.

4. Use guided imagery to help you imagine yourself in a calmer, safer place.

5. Distract yourself with music, TV, going for a walk, being with your pet.

6. Write your feelings in a diary.

7. Squeeze ice cubes in your hands until the urge to cut or hurt goes away.

8. Take a hot bath, but don't scald yourself. This may temporarily relieve your temptation to cut.

9. Instead of cutting your skin, draw red lines on it.

10. Hit or scream into a pillow.

Ways to help yourself right now

(This material is excerpted from the secret shame SI info and support website)

This section contains a variety of ways that you can stop yourself from making that cut or burn or bruise right now.

How do I stop? And anyway, aren't some of these techniques just as "bad" as SI?

There are several different flat-out- in-the-moment strategies typically suggested, such as doing anything that isn't SI and produces intense sensation: squeezing ice, taking a cold bath or hot or cold shower, biting into something strongly flavored (hot peppers, gingerroot, unpeeled lemon/lime/grapefruit), sex, etc. These strategies work because the intense emotions that provoke SI are transient; they come and go like waves, and if you can stay upright through one, you get some breathing room before the next (and you strengthen your muscles). The more waves you tolerate without falling over, the stronger you become.

But, the question arises, aren't these things equivalent to punishing yourself by cutting or burning or hitting or whatever? The key difference is that they don't produce lasting results. If you squeeze a handful of ice until it melts or stick a couple of fingers into some ice cream for a few minutes, it'll hurt intensely but it won't leave scars, nothing you'll have to explain away later. You most likely won't feel guilty afterwards -- a little foolish, maybe, and kind of proud that you weathered a crisis without SI, but not guilty.

This kind of distraction isn't intended to cure the roots of your self-injury; you can't run a marathon when you're too tired to cross the room. These techniques serve, rather, to help you get through an intense moment of badness without making things worse for yourself in the long run. They're training wheels, and they teach you that you can get through a crisis without hurting yourself. You will refine them, even devise more productive coping mechanisms, later, as the urge to self-injure lessens and loses the hold it has on your life. Use these interim methods to demonstrate to yourself that you can cope with distress without permanently injuring your body. Every time you do you score another point and you make SI that much less likely next time you're in crisis.

Your first task when you've decided to stop is to break the cycle, to force yourself to try new coping mechanisms. And you do have to force yourself to do this; it doesn't just come. You can't theorize about new coping techniques until one day they're all in place and your life is changed. You have to work, to struggle, to make yourself do different things. When you pick up that knife or that lighter or get ready to hit that wall, you have to make a conscious decision to do something else. At first, the something else will be a gut- level primitive, maybe even punishing thing, and that's okay -- the important thing is that you made the decision, you chose to do something else. Even if you don't make that decision the next time, nothing can take away that moment of mastery, of having decided that you were not going to do it that time. If you choose to hurt yourself in the next crisis time, you will know that it is a choice, which implies the existence of alternative choices. It takes the helplessness out of the equation.

So what do I do instead?

You can increase the chances that a distraction/substitution will help calm the urge to self- injure by matching what you do to how you are feeling at the moment. First, take a few moments and look behind the urge. What are you feeling? Are you angry? Frustrated? Restless? Sad? Craving the feeling of SI? Depersonalized and unreal or numb? Unfocused? Next, match the activity to the feeling. A few examples:

(These strategies work better sometimes if you talk to the object you are cutting/ tearing/ hitting. Start slowly, explaining why you're hurt and angry. It's okay if you end up ranting or yelling; it can help a lot to vent feelings that way.) Try something physical and violent, something not directed at a living thing:

Angry, Frustrated, Restless:
- Slash an empty plastic soda bottle or a piece of heavy cardboard or an old shirt or sock.
- Make a soft cloth doll to represent the things you are angry at. Cut and tear it instead of yourself.
- Flatten aluminum cans for recycling, seeing how fast you can go.
- Hit a punching bag.
- Use a pillow to hit a wall, pillow-fight style.
- Rip up an old newspaper or phone book.
- On a sketch or photo of yourself, mark in red ink what you want to do. Cut and tear the picture.
- Make Play-Doh or Sculpey or other clay models and cut or smash them.
- Get a few packages of Silly-Putty or some physical therapy putty and squeeze it, bounce it off a wall, stretch it and then snap it.
- Throw ice into the bathtub or against a brick wall hard enough to shatter it.
- Break sticks.
- Crank up some music and dance.
- Clean your room (or your whole house).
- Go for a walk/ jog/ run.
- Stomp around in heavy shoes.
- Play handball or tennis.

Sad, Soft, Melancholy, Depressed, Unhappy:
- Do something slow and soothing, like taking a hot bath with bath oil or bubbles, curling up under a comforter with hot cocoa and a good book, babying yourself somehow.
- Do whatever makes you feel taken care of and comforted.
- Light sweet-smelling incense.
- Listen to soothing music.
- Smooth nice body lotion into the parts of yourself you want to hurt.
- Call a friend and just talk about things that you like.
- Make a tray of special treats and tuck yourself into bed with it and watch TV or read.
- Visit a friend.
Craving Sensation, Feeling Depersonalized,
Dissociating, Feeling Unreal:
Do something that creates a sharp physical sensation:
- Squeeze ice hard (this really hurts). (Note: putting ice on a spot you want to burn gives you a strong painful sensation and leaves a red mark afterward, kind of like burning would.)
- Put a finger into a frozen food (like ice cream) or put ice, water, and salt in a pitcher and put your hand in it for a few seconds.
- Bite into a hot pepper or chew a piece of gingerroot.
- Rub liniment under your nose.
- Slap a tabletop hard.
- Snap your wrist with a rubber band.
- Take a cold bath.
- Stomp your feet on the ground.
- Focus on how it feels to breathe. Notice the way your chest and stomach move with each breath.
Wanting Focus:
- Do a task (a computer game like Tetris, writing a computer program, needlework, etc.) that is exacting and requires focus and concentration.
- Eat a raisin mindfully. Pick it up, noticing how it feels in your hand. Look at it carefully; see the asymmetries and think about the changes the grape went through. Roll the raisin in your fingers and notice the texture; try to describe it. Bring the raisin up to your mouth, paying attention to how it feels to move your hand that way. Smell the raisin; what does it remind you of? How does a raisin smell? Notice that you're beginning to salivate, and see how that feels. Open your mouth and put the raisin in, taking time to think about how the raisin feels to your tongue. Chew slowly, noticing how the texture and even the taste of the raisin change as you chew it. Are there little seeds or stems? How is the inside different from the outside? Finally, swallow.
- Choose an object in the room. Examine it carefully and then write as detailed a description of it as you can. Include everything: size, weight, texture, shape, color, possible uses, feel, etc.
- Choose a random object, like a paper clip, and try to list 30 different uses for it.
- Pick a subject and research it on the web.
Wanting to See Blood:
- Draw on yourself with a red felt-tip pen.
- Take a small bottle of liquid red food coloring and warm it slightly by dropping it into a cup of hot water for a few minutes. Uncap the bottle and press its tip against the place you want to cut. Draw the bottle in a cutting motion while squeezing it slightly to let the food color trickle out.
- Draw on the areas you want to cut using ice that you've made by dropping six or seven drops of red food color into each of the ice-cube tray wells.
- Paint on yourself with red tempera paint or a red lip-liner pen.
Wanting to See Scars or Pick Scabs:
- Get a henna tattoo kit. You put the henna on as a paste and leave it overnight; the next day you can pick it off as you would a scab and it leaves an orange-red mark behind.

Another thing that helps sometimes is the fifteen-minute game. Tell yourself that if you still want to harm yourself in 15 minutes, you can. When the time is up, see if you can go another 15.

How do I know if I'm ready to stop?

Deciding to stop self-injury is a very personal decision. You may have to consider it for a long time before you decide that you're ready to commit to a life without scars and bruises. Don't be discouraged if you conclude the time isn't right for you to stop yet; you can still exert more control over your self- injury by choosing when and how much you harm yourself, by setting limits for your self- harm, and by taking responsibility for it. If you choose to do this, you should take care to remain safe when harming yourself: don't share cutting implements and know basic first aid for treating your injuries.

Tracy Alderman suggests this useful checklist of things to ask yourself before you begin walking away from self- harm. It isn't necessary that you be able to answer all of the questions "yes," but the more of these things you can set up for yourself, the easier it will be to stop hurting yourself.

While it is not necessary that you meet all of these criteria before stopping SIB, the more of these statements that are true for you before you decide to stop this behavior, the better.

I have a solid emotional support system of friends, family, and/ or professionals that I can use if I feel like hurting myself.
There are at least two people in my life that I can call if I want to hurt myself. I feel at least somewhat comfortable talking about SIB with three different people. I have a list of at least ten things I can do instead of hurting myself. I have a place to go if I need to leave my house so as not to hurt myself. I feel confident that I could get rid of all the things that I might be likely to use to hurt myself.
I have told at least two other people that I am going to stop hurting myself. I am willing to feel uncomfortable, scared, and frustrated. I feel confident that I can endure thinking about hurting myself without having to actually do so.
I want to stop hurting myself. [Alderman (1997) p. 132]